............

dear rob zombie.
please stop ruining my favorite movies. we only needed 1 house of a 1000 corpses or whatever.
thank you.



dear malcolm mcDowell.
i still love you. you deserve better.
♥

did toshiya join koRn? its not evolving when youre what were used too. you were on your way to starting the biggest revolution. please go back to the way you were, before i abandon all hope. i get youre over the visual thing but we miss you.

ugh

spent most of today under the sun, in the pool, and now im feeling completely drained. hoping j isnt hatin' too hard. <3 i love her. slept about 4 hours last night because i had to wake up so early to make it to the drs appt. lame. so im home listening to icky thump. can they put out a bad record? i think not.
...missing someone.
hey la. im not done wearing my jackets and scarfs so stop this insanity.

tomorrow. az. represent.



i ♥ my polaroid. my grandma finds me the coolest shit.

:,(

went to the doctor today and those vampires took blood! no sticker or anything. lol. bastards. thanks for nothing.



she also said i looked like taylor swift. thats a new one. im going to blame that on my wavy pool hair.

Hi! Hi!

i always miss them when theyre in LA. so cute. i love them.

your grace

favorite dinner. with favorite person. spontaneous jump in the pool. with the tudors. yes.

so yesterday maddox and i had a lovely lunch at hugos tacos. its my new favorite place. and its so close. seems like the local hipster hang out but the food is so good, it doesnt even matter. they also make everything vegan!
m has really been wanting to see ichi the killer, forever. so i brought it over and i can honestly say, ive never seen maddox squirm and cover his mouth so much! hahahaha. after it was over, he and alecia looked at me and didnt say a word. maddox goes "wow g, youre pretty demented." was it really that bad? i know ive seen worse. maybe thats what is really scary.

ew les deux

i go through these phases of going out constantly to not going out at all and cutting off all communication minus texts from people. i dont know what my problem is. la is strange. its like people constantly asking "so what do you do?", people trying to get as much attention as possible, and listening to them run down this lame list of things they are doing to make themselves sound soooo amazing. its ridiculous. my new answer is going to be "oh, im a garbage man". so saturday night, im staying home. although, i actually almost went to cahuenga this evening. but cahuenga=many people i know = many drinks = waking up on the floor in the apartment. maybe next weekend?

in designer jeans, on amphetamines

and wants you badly.



proving my love and devotion. haha.
♥

future kings and queens

my photos of dickie used in the new Future Kings & Queens album, Rhapsodies and Requiems. Released on April 1st. dickie is a very talented individual who i really enjoy working with. even better, hes a very good friend.

not funny.

wtf is this?!?!

inspired

Sonja Verducci added me on myspace today. Her photo automatically caught my eye and made my day. What an inspiring artist. I love when people can give me this adrenaline rush of creativity. Can you imagine having this on your wall??? I dont think i could ever have a bad day if i got to see this everyday.

Talk...Like...That...

heese

miss.

baby the stars shine bright

its not often you get to shop for a Lolita dress. ♥♥

someday soon

im really trying to push amir to invade shibuya and bring la with him. i cant imagine anything more fun. so i figured if i faked it, it just might happen.



plus i ♥ photoshop.

<3

you are too cute miss reina~ hope to visit you in nippon soon!

ouchie!

a few days ago, elias asked why i wasnt at the last kill hannah show. i couldnt remember because i heart kh and i would never not want to see them. but i saw this blog and had to call him and be like IT WAS BECAUSE I HAD A RASH!!!!!!!!!!! i wouldnt want to scare anyone ;)

it would be nice to not bash my knee into the corner of the coffee table. its been there a year, you would think i would be able to avoid it by now. so clumsy.



this photo doesnt really do it any justice, thanks to my iphone camera filters. it hurts. a lot.

niiiii

dawn of the dead

last weekend, i spent 2 days in the desert with 2 of my favorite people, Hakan and Pinar. we had an amazing time shooting in pioneer town not too far from the evil windmills in palm springs. we actually pulled over and took some shots in front of the windmills. if you know me, you know that i faced a huge ridiculous fear. lol. dont tell anyone though. i played it swell the entire time while texting jon since he shares in the same fear. it was so great working with them again. Hakan is definitely one of my favorites, and his work inspires me constantly.
i started feeling sick over the week and decided to stay in. of course i went out friday night to dinner with my crue, jennifers pool party, and then to meet mbot... thats maddox to you, at our friends bar in korea town. i got home at about 4 am and took a shower. when i got out i realized my legs were completely red. beyond a scorching shower red. so i called my grandma, since she pretty much knows everything. the next day i ended up in the emergency room because it had spread to my arms. turns out i had an allergic reaction to the antibiotic i was taking from earlier in the week. so lame. i felt awful about missing my friends in kill hannahs show at the el rey.
so once again, im trying to not go out and get better......thats difficult.

miss alli and i after a long day in the desert.


im telling you.... there is something not right about those things!